The Usual

You know how I do~

I post something random before going to bed.

What shall I talk about this time?

Well, I updated Marisela and Todd's story.  Each time I write I fall more in love with him. 

He's just too adorable for words.

Ummm...

I'm stuck.


What should I talk about?!

Oh! I saw a funny pic today!! Here, I'll show you

Cute, right?

Totally tempted to try that...

Oh! And I saw a pick of a kitten crying all ugly like, but I didn't save it. *snaps fingers* Oh well.  Next time.

I'm getting real tired now.

Oh! I had Chinese food for dinner.

Ok, that was random.

Think I'll head to bed now.

*yawns*

G'night!

I Regret Nothing

I say that a lot. lol

So, I just created a new blog for the new story.  My sister said I'm cruel after she read it.  Somehow, that makes me feel proud. Cuz I'm psycho and a sadist.

Tomorrow I'll update one of the stories.  Don't know which one yet, though.  Might be the new one since it doesn't have as much as they others.  It's only about a third of the length of the others.  (Not counting "Aria" cuz that one I started back in the summer so it's a lot longer.)

That's all for now.  I'm out yo.  Peace.

(S'totally how I look when I sleep.)

Lil Bro

Ain't nobody like my lil bro.

He's only two years younger than me and has practically been attached to me since his birth.  We shared a room for about 12 years.  When he was a toddler, I'd have to count to him to get him to fall asleep.  (I always say that's why I'm so good with numbers.)  Sometimes, in the middle of the night, he'd kick off his blankets in his sleep.  Then, still asleep, he would start to whine from being cold.  I'd have to get up and tuck him in again.  When I was in third grade, a friend invited me to her birthday party.  Lil Bro ended up coming along because he started to cry when I left the car.

About a year ago he went through his little rebellious stage and started arguments with me every chance he got. It was so annoying.  That's over now so no worries.  He's back to being my homie.

Our mom gets mad when I say I'm more like his mother than she is, but with how he clung to me all through his childhood, that's really how it is.  He learned from me.  I always joke that if I ever got in a fight with our mom, he'd take my side no questions asked.

I bet you're wondering why I'm reflecting on my lil bro.  It's because earlier this evening I was searching for a pic to represent a character in a new story of mine (because I don't have enough on my plate) and asked him for his help.  I showed him four pics and asked him to pick the two he thought fit the character best.  He chose the two I was favoring most.  It's amazing how alike we are.  I love it.  I always ask him the weirdest questions when I'm writing and he always does his best to answer.

Ain't nobody like my lil bro.

(This isn't us, this is Dara and Thunder.)

A Real Bitch

A real bitch doesn't have to constantly assert the idea that she's a bitch by saying it EVERY FUCKING SECOND. A real bitch knows what she is and really doesn't give a shit. And since she doesn't give a shit, she wouldn't feel the need to constantly say, "I'm a bitch. So what?"
I have been putting up with this shit for months and can't stand it anymore. Every time I see it I think, "If you came toe to toe with -me- for half a second, I'd be happy to show you what a real bitch is."
It's damn hard to keep my mouth shut. Know why I do? Because although I can be a bitch, I know what is and what isn't worth my time. I'm smart.
That being said, I don't know which is worse: a wanna-bitch or a dumb bitch?

Ok. I'm done. Had to get it off my chest. Now I feel a little better.

Have a nice day!

Reform

I need to work on my sleep habits.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Yeah right.

Anyway, I feel like I should post something before I go to sleep. It's a useless post with no meaning, but it's -my- blog so get over it.

What should I talk about?

Almost fell in the shower tonight. Well, I did fall. What I -almost- did was crack open my skull. Almost. I'm still alive.

Ok, now what? I have nothing interesting to say.

Says the girl who's been accepted to almost every college she's applied to. Just waiting to hear back from the last one. If I'm accepted there then I've been accepted everywhere I applied. Which doesn't help me at all. (lol) Cuz now I'm stuck between whether I want distance or to go with my friend. Decisions, decisions, right? Prolly would be frowned upon to flip a coin in this situation.

Is that enough of a post? Yes? No?

Doesn't matter what you think, actually. I'm tired so that's all you're getting.

Gopjaeng iya! (lol out of place lyrics ftw)

Kisses!

This is War

CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO THIS SONG!!!


*clears throat* Now that that's done with, I'm procrastinating while trying to get through this cd my big bro bought me. It's not bad per se, but the amount of autotune is killing me! It's from a guy I like, but I'm suffering over here. I prefer the guy when he actually sings in Japanese, not this "I've conformed to hip hop American talk-singing" in English shit. (Pardon my language. My fuse has been getting shorter and shorter so my mouth is quick to cuss.) So far only one song is palatable. When this is over, I'm totally blaring some MBLAQ.

Probably, you have no idea who MBLAQ is. That's ok. But you're missing out. (lol I'm pimpin' them a lil bit right hurr!)

Seriously, the music video for "This is War" is what inspired me to write the story in my "Valeria" blog. It's some powerful shizz fo sho. I love Joon and CheonDoong! Ever since the first time I watched the vid I fell in love and now watch/listen to it everyday. EVERYDAY. Of course, it helps that the group is made up of cuties and hotties. (I regret nothing about that sentence.) The outfits though... I just want ONE video where they wear only cool stuff. Not one cool outfit and two others that make me go "WTF HAPPENED IN THE WARDROBE DEPARTMENT?! WERE THEY ALL SMOKIN' CRACK?!" (That might be hyperbole, but whatever.) For example, it looks like whoever made G.O's outfit went out and attacked a vulture for its feathers. Seriously. Take a look. I know you know how to use Google. I'll wait.
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See?! And I'm pretty sure Joonie stole feathers from those crows in the first Power Rangers movie. (I'm being mean, but I do it with love.) I think the only one's I can really deal with throughout the whole video are SeungHo and Mir. (Mir's my bias, but that doesn't mean I won't tear apart his stupid outfits. Like those shorts from "Mona Lisa?" Don't even get me started.)

ANYWAY

I have no idea why I wrote all this. I was bored. Sue me. But don't cuz I'm poorer than dirt. But if you wanna give me money feel free to.

Well, it's passed 11 now so I should get to work. Hopefully I can be asleep before midnight tonight. Wish me luck homies!

Going Crazy

Today while I was listening to Kan MiYoun's song I pictured this really cool sequence of events where a girl is running away from a mansion First, you just see her eyes. Then light grows and you start to see all of her as she steps, her steps getting steadily quicker. Finally, she's at a dead sprint. She crashes through the shallow end of a small lake until she hits the deeper area, then she swims with all her might til she's on land again. She had gone to the mansion with the purpose of killing it's owner. When she had done so via poisoned wine, she ran as fast as possible into the surrounding wood. She was no trained assassin. Just a regular girl avenging someone dear to her. It wasn't long before bodyguards were chasing her. Bullets flew all around her and she ducked and dodged as best she could. Finally, she turned around to see if anyone was behind her and a bullet grazed her cheek. Luckily, it was the last bullet in the clip. She wrestled with the guy until she knocked him to the ground and began running again. She stopped suddenly at a cliff and stared down at the crashing waters below. Turning back, she saw a bodyguard poised to shoot. Suddenly, another man came up and broke the guy's neck. Then he walked over to the girl, taking off his gloves and mask. The girl immediately recognized him as one of the servants from the mansion. She remembered the strange way he had looked at her and how it made her fear that she'd been figured out before she could do anything. Right when he reached her, a group of bodyguards came out of the forest and held their guns at them. The man grabbed the girl around the waist and grinned at the bodyguards before leaping backwards, taking the girl with him. The bodyguards sprinted to the edge of the cliff only to see the man and girl holding onto a rope ladder attached to a helicopter. The man waved and grinned as the helicopter flew away.

Yeah. That's what I do when I listen to music. Anyway, g'night!

I'm Crazy

xDDD OMG Sometimes I go back and read things I wrote a long time ago and am amazed for one reason or another. Just now I re-read something I wrote for a friend of mine in the Philippines and OMG what was happening in my brain?! Honestly!! Here, take a look (it's set to "friends of friends" btw): http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=205955662752298

Bare with Me

I've tried to blog before and failed miserably, but since I actually have a reason to blog now I think it'll be better this time round. Probably won't post much on this blog. Maybe I'll just post when I've updated the other ones. Or when I feel like sharing my ramblings. I don't know. We'll see. Anyway, it's late and I should be getting to bed. Night!